Saturday, February 13, 2010

perhaps this year is a beginning.
of redemption, of renewals, of reassurance, of confidence, of lost opportunities, for me.

this period feels like sometime last year, when i was raw, fresh, optimistic, releasing the social butterfly in me. But butterflies, as we all know have lifespans not longer than a fortnight.

Then reality and mundane monsters come invading into your mind, body and soul yet again.

I feel renewed, but yet a part in there that's rather jaded- much owing to the fact that there's this foreboding sense of what's to come later in the year.

Let's hope the foreshadow is but a shadow.

cheers,
nicki